If something you created in the past now seems terrible and clumsy to you, that's a fact to celebrate.
It means you're improving. It's normal for it to happen all the time.
Right now, you occupy a small corner in your possible visual universe and the goal is to make the corner larger as the days go by. Every bit of work you do expands this universe.
Your very last stroke will take you to the end of the line. Your realm will now be complete. There is no more room on the canvas of possibilities.
That's as good as it gets. And that's more than enough.
Now go make your corner a little bit bigger.